I don’t know.
This blog was primarily started, I think — maybe I should go check my first couple of posts — to have a space to keep articles and studies, as well as ‘think out loud.’ Of course there’s the occasional post on various local things, but I think this blog’s purpose has evolved as my obsessions have. VBAC… birth…. pregnancy…. cesareans…. etc.
I’m in a wonderful and sleep-deprived state of being right now that is leaving me blog-post-idea-less. “Wonderful” because I have a newborn via a beautiful homebirth after a cesarean (HBAC). “Sleep deprived” because I have a newborn and a toddler.
I’m done ‘fighting’ … for now. I got my VBAC, so my energy is elsewhere. Maybe during my next pregnancy, those topics will pick-up again. And as I come across more information (for personal research or for ICAN), it’ll end up here.
But I admit, it’s nice to just be here right now.
So… I don’t know where this blog will head. Honestly, it’ll probably stay what it’s always been: as random as my mind is 
Sometime soon, I’ll have to sit and scan through the posts. I think I’d like to see my transformation from planning a VBAC to getting a HBAC.
what am I doing here? apparently rambling 
off to bed…
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
